The people Jesus loved were shopping at The Star Market yesterday. Even after his bags were packed he still stood, breathing hard and had declared a day off for the able-bodied, and I had wandered in Jesus must have been a saint, I said to myself, looking for my lost car out of caves or crawled from the corners of public baths on their hands If I touch only the hem of his garment, one woman thought, I will be healed.
An old lead-colored man standing next to me at the checkout
breathed so heavily I had to step back a few steps.
hawking into his hand. The feeble, the lame, I could hardly look at them:
shuffling through the aisles, they smelled of decay, as if The Star Market
with the rest of them: sour milk, bad meat:
looking for cereal and spring water.
in the parking lot later, stumbling among the people who would have
been lowered into rooms by ropes, who would have crept
and knees begging for mercy.
Could I bear the look on his face when he wheels around?